NOT BEING GOOD AT ANYTHING

I lack everywhere.
A lot of the times I get really frustrated that I haven't found my 'thing'. I can do a lot of things but I'm not amazing at any of them. I can pick up anything if I try but I still haven't found that thing I'm really good at. So I always feel like I just lack, and I'm not good at anything. I'm always mediocre.  MEDIOCRE AT BEST! I should get that written on a shirt or tattooed on my forehead. Yeah Yeah Yeah it's 3 AM and all I can do is sit here and complain about not being good at anything,  booohooo!
This post sucks but I've been thinking about this a lot lately especially with the pressure to pick a career...HA. I'm tired. I think I'll ramble about this later when it's not so late. Maybe my
sentence will be better. Let's be honest Nat they probably won't be.


hi Eddie!

anyways Ta Ta! laters

I'll be back for you post

LIFE AND ALL IT IS

Wow its been a while but I think I want to start blogging again not for anyone really but myself. It's a nice way for me to get all these thoughts in my head out there and maybe someone will come across it and feel the same way. That's always a bonus.

ANYWAYS ONTO, LIFE AND ALL IT IS.

I've been thinking a lot lately about life and what I'm doing here. First I want to start off with more people really need to think about the fact that they are living and existing, THAT IS A REALLY BIG DEAL. Back to me though because everything is about me as usual. Jokes. I don't really have a platform anywhere, i'm not known on any form of social media or on a larger scale as a public icon or figure but I still feel as if I have a great responsibility. No matter what I do if I tweet something, or say something out loud to one person. I have to think about how this is going to affect someone and who else is going to hear or read this. No matter who is paying attention I have responsibility as a human being because I can influence other people with the way I act and think. That is what I am doing here on this earth and I think that is what we are all here for, to teach each other, to lift each other up, to love. I don't think many people realize that they have power, your actions, your words, your mind they hold such a large amount of power not only towards you but towards others as well. Everything is so frustrating to me lately because I've been thinking a lot but I can never really express it in the way that I want to. Just like with this post! I'm frustrated with this post as a whole because it's written awfully. I have so much I want to say but I'm never good at saying it. That is all for now I leave you with my favorite movie quote of all time, "No matter what anybody tells you, words and ideas can change the world"  Dead Poets society (1989)


Press on!